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"The Ego's Last Stand"

by Jamil Suleman

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"Dreamin' " 03:31
Dreamin’: Ride In: I swear to god im dreamin…. (repeated softly in the background) Verse: They say you changing Jamil, I’m sayin the world is/ Everything gets swept inside of the whirlwind/ Got me twirling around just like a ride at the circus/ High off the ground exhilarated with purpose/ But, what happens when all your dreams come down crashing/ Used to be secure suddenly you’re asking/ Cops be harassing tryna take our rights/ When the whites drive by they say keep on passing/ When we drive by, homie no point asking/ One step outta line and our face gets bashed in/ Got me rapping, words with passion/ I’m an Activist and Emcee multi-tasking/ Organize against these, rules established/ Illuminati order written on stone tablets/ That dates so far back you wouldn’t imagine/ They been killin us for years and then they calling us savage?/ Ravage whole countries, bomb whole cities/ They kill our Mother’s and Brother’s, no dignity what a pity/ See what’s really distorted, is the way they report it/ They glorify the war and the way it’s consorted/ They twist up the Truth to make it seem contorted/ Most should be educated but can rarely afford it/ And while the powers that be, fight about Woman’s choice/ Claim to be pro-life while the youth aborted/ And that’s real, you know so, act like it’s no joke/ My words bridging gaps from the rich to the po folk/ Youth to the old folk, sick to the healthy/ Wealthy or go broke, somebody help me/ The Truth Alone Triumphs, just like a proud Lion/ The proof is in Zion, these hypocrites is lying/ And Babylon is crumbling, but ain’t nobody crying/ All I see is O.C.’s my People’s brains frying/ They lives steady expiring, I try to ring the siren/ What can I do, I’m 25, they think that I’m buying/ Into all that bullshit up in the media/ Don’t believe a damn thing that they feeding ya/ See I’m a King by divine right/ All my People follow me because the time’s right/ Forget the limelight and paparazzi, I stay underground / Homie they could never stop me, I do it for my Town/ Seattle give me love, the time is now or never/ Even though we live forever, so baby blaze it up/ Free Prince Capone, until you be out I be scheming/ Somebody wake me up, I swear to God I’m dreaming/ Ride Out: I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up… I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, I swear to God I’m dreaming, Somebody wake me Up…
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Daily Grind: Verse 1: Daily Grind, rise and shine, wake up dreams are on my mind/ Look the clock right in the eye, blinking at me guess it's time/ Force myself to get up, stretch, shower, shave I'm fed up/ Of the same ol boring game, this life is getting lame/ Damn homie do you blame me for thinking these thoughts/ I'm just like you with a job and an incompetent boss/ My co-workers are drug counselors who love to get tossed/ What can I say, we getting pimped, so I'm guessing we lost/ I'm paying the cost, and do it for some minimal comfort/ While the media keeps us numb with subliminal numbers/ They got you working for a Hummer or a S.U.V./ The only price you have to pay is that you'll never be free/ Come follow me as we sell off our soul/ This is the life of reality T.V. glitter, beautiful, bold/ You must be bored cuz the television owning your mind/ I guess there's nothing else to do, but follow suit, and get back on my/ Verse 2: Daily Grind, 9 to 5, same ol’ bullshit every time/ The way the rich got us in line, many you'd think it'd be a crime/ While they're wining and dining I'm whining bout the fine I just got/ A parking ticket for parking on my own block?/ What the fuck is that? When I speak, they never listen/ And then they take my tax money to build up another prison/ And plus this racism and gentrification is fucked/ That's why kids shoot each other over trivial stuff/ Cuz everyday when I talk to lil dudes on the block/ The tell me how the hustling and they be ducking from cops/ Who be protecting property and those cops who got shot/ Are a reflection of society’s bubble going… POP, POP!/ Damn, I hope that new mayor can come and stop it/ Everyone in Seattle is strictly going for profit/ In the land of milk and honey, an American Dream/ Corporate Capitalism is a pyramid scheme/ And who’s on top? Me or you? I think not, no room for two/ It’s just a hand full of these companies, who be on top and the running things/ And that pharmaceutical that runs your H.M.O./ Is prescribing you meditation that is killing your Soul/ You smoke a bowl it’s a crime, you pop their pills and it’s a privilege/ This society is backwards I’m surprised we still live in it/ But everywhere you go, homie you’ll seek and you’ll find/ I guess there’s nothing else to do, but follow suit, and get back on your… Daily Grind…
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Union (feat. TraQ) Intro: JS: Damn, who is that?... TA: I don’t know, you better go say something to her though! JS: Yeah, but what would I say? TA: Man, just say something slick like… Verse 1: First time I seen you I was smoking on a Black/ At the Bus stop, thinking “Who That”?/ Eyes so mysterious, and booty so fat/ Make a young man really wanna get at that/ But alas, my imagination decided to pick thee/ You be Mona Lisa, I’ll be Da Vinci/ You crack the code, opened up the Safe/ I could love you for life, I swear to god this is fate/ I don’t even know you yet, but you so beautiful/ We ain’t even met and I’m already used to you/ Like our Souls done danced to this tune before/ What can I say, J’adore mi amore/ The past got me thinking I’m a blow it/ Her touch is what I want, and I just need her to know it/ She don’t know, no man can love a woman like a poet/ But its all up in my mind, I just wish I could show it/ Chorus: Everything I do, you know I do it for you/ Everything I see, you know I got you on my mind/ Everything I do, you know I do it for you/ Won’t you ride with me, listen to this melody/ Verse 2: And I’m back at the crib where the fellas be/ If they found out you was with me, they’d be some jealousy/ Guaranteed, cuz u know how the fellas be/ Bullshit and bicker, that’s why I keep it zippered/ I ain’t a player, I don’t do that shit/ But if you down, we can roll this spliff/ And you can take this ride, touch the Moon and the Stars/ I heard you from Venus, well you can meet me at Mars/ Or we can meet half-way, bring it down to Earth/ Our Union is birth, and we can rehearse for what its worth/ But, before the verse comes the U-N-I/ We in this together like the Sun, Moon, Sky/ When you in my orbit, it’s Balance &Harmony/ And when we together, I feel nothing is harming me/ Our conversations so deep we create a bond/ That keeps this Union sacred despite what’s going on/ Bridge: Lost in the whirlwind, 2010 Bonnie and Clyde, Me and my girlfriend, kicking up dust as we ride/ Leaving a track that the Feds couldn’t follow/ Living our life like no 2morrow…/ Chorus: Everything I do, you know I do it for you/ Everything I see, you know I got you on my mind/ Everything I do, you know I do it for you/ Won’t you ride with me, listen to this melody/ Verse 3: It ain’t about what you do, it ain’t about what you say/ It’s about that Vibe that you be sending my Way/ One eye glance away can change the mind-state/ Heart palpitate, no time to hesitate/ I know you excited, no need to fight it/ You ain’t gotta front cuz we both know you like it/ You got a gift, no need to hide it/ I got something to share, and I know that you gon like it/ To touch you where you like it is sublime/ So you gon get yours before I’m a get mines/ I must say, that your taste of feminine simply divine/ Your safe in my embrace, just let go and let it shine/ And plus your freakiness is so refined/ I just wanna wrap around your body like a vine, cuz your always on my mind/ To the point I’m wasting time, I swear its getting pa-the-tic/ I’d better say something quick before I re-gret-it/
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Sent Away: (Feat. TraQ) Intro: (Phone Call) Bridge: Remember that chick, remember that spliff, remember that Hennessey/ Remember that lick, remember that shit, remember them memories/ Remember you are free, no matter what Judge’s say/ Remember this dedication, to the homies sent away/ Chorus: Every time I look up, a homie got Sent Away/ Stuck up on the block tryna get that pay/ Dedicated to my homies that got Sent Away/ I pray that they’ll be back someday/ Verse 1: Dear Ant, I know it’s been a minute since I’ve written you Bro/ I just had to let it marinate and sit with the Soul/ It’s been a year since we heard that you got Sent Away/ Know that I’m holding you down as best as I can in every way/ Your Brothers are growing up, they’ve been through a lot since you’ve been locked/ I can tell that they’ve matured and through life learned a lot/ Your Son’s about to turn One, you know that the World need him/ That lil Souljah about to lead The People straight to freedom/ I can see it in him, shit, he look just like his Pops/ I can’t wait to see what type of rap that he finna drop/ All the homies on the outs say whatup to you/ And-all the lil homies on block still look up to you/ But the World out here ain’t really changed much/ Obama in office, but you know that’s it’s the same stuff/ But they can’t fade us dogg, and our bond is the proof/ Signing off, hold your head, this a Souljah’s Salute/ Chorus: Every time I look up, a homie got Sent Away/ Stuck up on the block tryna get that pay/ Dedicated to my homies that got Sent Away/ I pray that they’ll be back someday/ Verse 2 Dear Los, I know that you feeling hopeless, locked up in a cell/ You probably thinking that life was meant to dwell in hell/ We can’t make the bail, but your family cares about you/ They was all there to visit, no doubt my brotha we got you/ A couple of words from me, about what it means to be/ Truly free from this self-destructive society/ They try to keep us locked down in every way/ And the lawyers only thinking bout the bills to pay/ And him and the judge swimming in the same pool/ They all in it together u cant play me for a fool/ This systems sick but I found out it was choice to react/ Just because they hand you the map, don’t mean u gotta follow the track/ Its funny how they give u time for doing a crime/ When the way you were conditioned led you right down the line/ But like Bobby Seale say it’s our turn to seize the time/ And like Marley say none but ourselves can free our mind/ Chorus: Every time I look up, a homie got Sent Away/ Stuck up on the block tryna get that pay/ Dedicated to my homies that got Sent Away/ I pray that they’ll be back someday/ Bridge: Remember that chick, remember that spliff, remember that Hennessey/ Remember that lick, remember that shit, remember them memories/ Remember you are free, no matter what Judge’s say/ Remember this dedication, to the homies sent away/
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"Judgments" 03:51
Judgments: Intro: Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, They’re all/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, They’re all/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, They’re all/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, They’re all/ Verse 1: Started off with Adam Eve, ate the Apple from the Tree/ Fell from grace, sow the seed, di-vi-ded reality/ Now everywhere I go, I put Life up in a box/ Limited my perspective, living it by directive/ That was decided at a very young age/ And was conditioned by the Government to keep me afraid/ Until I realized the President’s getting paid/ And we were all lined up to be consumerist slaves/ And yet I grew up in the Belly of the Beast/ Suburban nightmare full of scavengers and freaks/ My Family deluded by self-limiting beliefs/ Had me associating mad hate with the Police/ Check it out, in college had me fighting back with Marches and picket signs/ Until I realized it was just a choice in my Mind/ You see my Judgments created the condition/ For them to make a similar decision, if you FEEL me just listen/ Chorus: It’s all Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, They’re all/ Judgments – black, Judgments – White/ Judgments – wrong, Judgments – Right/ Judgments – Rich, Judgments – poor/ Judgments – less, Judgments – More/ Judgments – Us, Judgments – them/ Judgments – Enemies, Judgments – friend/ Everywhere that I go-o-o-oo-oo-oo-oo/ Everyone that I see-e-e-ee-ee-ee/ I Judge them, like they are differen-n-nn-nn-nn-nt/ While in the End, they’re a reflection of Me-e-e-ee-ee-ee/ Bridge: Now if I didn’t make those Judgments tell me where would I be/ Tell me where would I be, tell me where would I be/ If I didn’t make those choices tell me where would I be/ Tell me where would I be, tell me where would I be/ If I made different decisions tell me where would I be/ Tell me where would I be, tell me where would I be/ If I went Right and not Left tell me where would I be/ Tell me where would I be, tell me where would I be/ Verse 2: What can I say, I get caught, by my eMotions and tHoughts/ They got me making these Judgments about what’s Right and what’s Not/ Tell Me what’s Good and what’s bad, what make me Happy and sad/ Is it a function of society to make it a fad/ Think about my Dad and my Mother, what they instilled in Me/ And now looking back I just wonder, were they limiting Me?/ Is it true that the World out there is scary/ Or am I living in my head and don’t see things clearly – Anymore? I don’t know, I’m just lost in delusion/ But my homie told me, “Dogg this whole life is illusion/ It don’t matter what you think, if you Focus you Create it/ Your Inner turn to Outer, you will gradually make it/ So don’t take it for granted, check them Seeds that you done planted/ They water with attention, so don’t forget the Lesson/ If everything is One, and everything is God/ Then every Judgment that you’ve ever made is a facade/ Ride Out: Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments/ Judgments, Judgments, Judgments, Judgments/ The Ego in my mind is manifesting all these lies/ I’m living just to die, so I can resurrect and fly…
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Meditation Muzik: feat. The Essence Chorus: The system got me living my Life by the edge of a knife/ And if I can just empty my Mind I know I’ll be alright/ Cuz despite all the drama outside I know it’s within Me/ I know someday that I can be Free… Free, free, free/ Verse 1: I got my Mind on that mellow tip/ So I don’t even have to rhyme on that ghetto shhh-/ Because my Spirit so affluent/ It’s worth more than any mansion or a dollar get/ I’m in the Tao, here and Now/ The Present Moment is just a Present meant to be Opened/ The past wasn’t meant to last/ And the future is a fallacy, just like a mask/ (take it off...) Chorus: The system got me living my Life by the edge of a knife/ And if I can just empty my Mind I know I’ll be alright/ Cuz despite all the drama outside I know it’s within Me/ I know someday that I can be Free… Free, free, free/ Verse 2: Like a bird out the cage/ System got you living like a rat in a maze/ To the Mind you are a slave/ And liberation, is brought about by your Meditation/ So while you perspiration thinking thoughts/ Focus on your respiration, Spirit will take off/ Into the sky where I be,/ the Universe where I see/ Fi-nal-ly Free!/ The Essence Ride Out Poem....
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Whispers in the Wind: feat. TraQ Verse 1: Day in and day out, there’s a way in and a way out/ When the pain gets too rough, and Life gets played out/ Make you wanna ask yourself, why sometimes/ You wanna go get a gun and blast yourself/ They say that suicides the worst way/ Cuz then your Soul has a million stepping stones to get it back to birth day/ To do it all over again/ Just to realize in the end that the answers are within/ Just like a whisper in the wind/ If you can silence your mind for just a moment in time/ Something divine, will rhyme in your mind/ It’ll give you a new Vision a new life you will find/ You’ll be FEELING like me when I’m writing this rhyme/ It’s like me and the Universe are partners in crime/ It’s like I finally let go and let God in/ All my problems get solved when I listen to the Whispers in the Wind/ Chorus: It’s just those Whispers in the Wind, I’m feeling like a kid again/ Whispers in the Wind, following my intuition/ Whispers in the Wind, it’s like a Dream that never ends/ Whispers in the Wind, following my intuition/ Verse 2: Now I know life can get frustrating/ Between the people that be hating and the BS they be saying/ But remember that they’re you too, just a reflection/ No need to judge for they know not what they do/ And if you harbor all that anger, guilt and rage/ It’ll haunt you like a plague til the end of your days/ Just realize you can trust, and it will be fine/ Cuz all things pass in time/ If you can past distractions, and get back to laughing/ Start enjoying Life and everything that happens/ Like me when I’m rapping, I just let it happen/ Heads start bobbing and them hands start clapping/ FEELING so Free, light as a feather/ And I got everything that I need to feel better/ Feeling like a Butterfly, utterly High/ 3rd Eye open wide, whole sky’s open… Fly/ Chorus: It’s just those Whispers in the Wind, I’m feeling like a kid again/ Whispers in the Wind, following my intuition/ Whispers in the Wind, it’s like a Dream that never ends/ Whispers in the Wind, following my intuition/
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"Follow Me" 02:43
Follow Me: Ride In: Ride wit Me/ Ride wit Me/ Ride wit Me/ Ride wit Me, Ride wit Me/ Ride wit Me, Let’s Go/ Ride wit Me, Let’s Go/ Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay/ Ay yo kuhnex… I’m Going IN! Let’s Go, Let’s Go/ Let’s Go, Let’s Go – Clap!/ Gimme that Ache, Gimme that Chi/ Gimme that Prana, Gimme that Energy/ Let’s Go, Let’s Go/ Let’s Go, Let’s Go – Clap!/ Gimme that Ache, Gimme that Chi/ Gimme that Prana, Gimme that Energy/ Verse 1: Now Follow Me, Follow Me as I Go/ I got my People riding with me and we ready to Roll/ And we gon’ Ride whether rail, hail, sleet or the snow/ They say it’s Darkest before the Dawn, homie you already know/ So, So, til that Sun break the horizon/ For my People, til we equal, these songs we be writing/ This is more than just Rap, this is music to March to/ And it’s more than just that, this is a Movement to Spark You/ Let em know though/ One the Eve, coming through just like a Souljah bro with mad credentials/ Thought I told ya, like hova, no pen, no pad, no pencils/ Fibonacci in the frontline, Killuminati all up in the bloodline/ End of Days, just began/ Can the lord within, Bless this man?/ I got this plan if you really, I got these seeds if you hold your Ground/ Do you now, hold me down, homie now, hold up now Muthafucka better watch it, Government is watching, we be running out of options/ But if we suit up, and boot up, ain’t nobody gonna stop us/ Verse 2: So Follow Me, Follow Me in the Night/ Though we enveloped in the Darkness know I see with the Light/ And I got people all around me and they ready to fight/ And they just move upon position when we ready to strike/ So you just ready the Mic, and I’ll be ready to roll/ I’ve gone way past fucking rapping dogg, I’m spitting my Soul/ And plus I roll with a Pride, and they Loyal to me, Because I’m Loyal to them, homie we Ro-yal-ty/ Let em know though/ A simple lesson to learn and take, we be plotting fate/ As we decided our fate in 08’/ Predicated by Makaveli, articulated by Ninth Trybe/ Organized by my People tryna stay alive/ I’m on some 2012, til the death of me, my destiny/ Drop in the pool as my cipher circle endlessly/ Powers in the People, but first it comes from within/ And if those People knew their Essence, a new hour would Begin/ So Follow Me….
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International Stars (feat. TraQ) Verse 1: I’m headed I-5, South bound, top down, the homies with me/ We got a fat blunt of sticky that we smoke like chimneys/ Headed out of Seattle, rolling with the whole Family/ Cali to Mexico, Mexico to Miami/ Miami to Trinidad we up in the GoatHouse/ Kick it for Carnival, and have a brew or two/ Head back down to Cape Town and blaze a few/ I got a hook-up with the homie out in Langa/ We post up and smoke blunts with ganja/ Living, living life a dream come true/ Just me and my whole damn crew, who would of knew/ It took two to Tango, I’m eating on some Mangoes/ With a model chick who be speaking some Lango I don’t/ Even know on this Say La vi/ If that’s Life that’s all right with me/ know why… Chorus: I’m living life just like a movie, while I’m smoking on a dubbie/ With some cutties in the back of my car -- / After the show we feeling groovy so we head to the Jacuzzi/ Living like an International Star -- / Bridge: Until we free from these Bars/ We International Stars/ We International Stars, we be doing it large/ For my People til’ we equal and we free from these bars/ Verse 2: I got homies all around me you could call em kuhnex/ We got girlies all around us and they calling for sex/ No disrespect cuz you know that I’m a first class guy/ Let’s hop on first class and see if we can get high/ Up in the sky cuz you know I be an Addicc on the Traq/ With the Essence in my Spirit so I’m never falling back/ And with the homie Ramon, we be Rhythm & Rhyme/ This for the homie Capone, who be doing his time/ I’m living life just like a movie, Tokyo for the sushi/ Brazil for the beaches, Jamaica for the dubbie/ Afrika for the beauty bro you already know/ I manifest my destiny and then I spit it in flow, let’s go!/ Straight out the BassMeant and into the jet/ An attitude of gratitude and so there’s never regret/ We International Stars, we be doing it large/ For my People til’ we equal and we free from these bars/ now tell em Ride Out: We Inter-national, anyplace, that we go/ Inter-national, Inter-national…/
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"The Ego's Last Stand"


The Ego's Last Stand (The First of a Trilogy titled: "B.E.E. H.E.A.R. N.O.W.") is a cinematic roller coaster of emotions, following the life of a young man living in the U.S. Feeling flooded with pressures from family, friends, society and Self, this autobiographical story shows how one creative artist escapes to find what he was running from all along... Freedom.

Spanning two acts (Act I: Asleep & Act II: Awake), we are allowed access to the intimate internal world of a Being going through Spiritual evolutionary transformation in a time of great change and transition...

Starring (In Order of Appearance)

Korvus Blackbird as... "THE SourCe"
Jamil Suleman as.... "Pete Rockensail"
Jamil Suleman as.. HimSelf
Jamil Suleman as... The EGO
Liaaron Jackson as... "TraQ"
Jeffon Seely as... "The Essence"
Aaron Jacob as... "dj.kuhnex"
Jamil Suleman as... "Sufi Geneveze"

and

Anthony Mustacich as.. "Prince Capone"

A moving and gripping tale of the ups and downs of human existence, "The Ego's Last Stand" shows us that music really can be used to inspire us all into seeing our true nature, and living our dreams from our heart, not the deceptions of the Mind and societies conditioning of fear and ignorance.

Peace, Love & Blessings to all Beings ~

May WE All Be Free & Happy!

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released March 13, 2010

Produced by: LiAaron "TraQ Addic" Jackson of Traq Addicc Productions Entertainment (TAPE)

Recorded and Engineered by: Michael "ERCO" Brumfield

Art Design by: Ari "Safari" Glass

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